my whole life is a horror movie.

i imagine things like im in a horror movie. and i hate it. i cant stand it. i want out. i feel like at any moment a guy in a hockey mask of someone with a chainsaw is going to come around the corner and kill us. and all of my friends, you know how in movies its always a big group of teenagers just having a good time, all of my friends are just in the horror story too. i want to help them. i want to get them out. but i cant. ive failed everyone and theyre all dead in my eyes.