i feel like im slowly being pushed away from everybody.

im not close to anybody. i have like no friends. theres no point in even being here anymore. they wanna move. sure, ill move. meredith is being strange and bryant makes me want to commit a murder. courtney seems like shes always mad at me because she decided to grow some balls and stand up for herself, she seems like shes pushing me away and like she likes everyone else more then me she gets along with others so i dont even care. michaela has tommy and she doesnt care about anything else. her whole life is tommy tommy tommy. i couldnt give a fuck about tommy. i hate him. i hate everyone. those are my only friends and they all hate me. everyone hates me. the only people who like me are demarcus mrs mann and bagel. and theyre probably the only people im gonna miss. i want to move. i want a fresh start. i just want outttt. i dont even know if i want a fresh start. all i know is i want out, no matter what it takes, im getting out of my life.